well today my mom got up and made breakfast so I'm like really stuffed I mean my mom NEVER makes breaksfast even thou her cooking SO GOOD!

other than that I've finally achived my goal to become lvl 60 Billposter on Flyff and It only toke 14 hours on a x2 exp raid

anyways my room almost exploded yesterday cause my rechargable batteries decided, they want to kill me in my sleep... I wake up and I'm smelling something like candles so I look around and see my batteries pack steaming ready to go BOOM right next to my bed

other than that MY sister has learned the meaning of CAVIAR AND ES CARGO the hard way lol

YOyo

Hey everyone, time for another install for THIS IS THE NEW $#@!

well today was another Anime Day also I have come to the already known conclusion that my mother is impossible to please -.-'

I clean the kitchen she yells at me to clean the bathroom
I clean the bathroom and the kitchen she yells to clean my room
I clean my room the bathroom and the kicthen she yells to fix the living
FINALLY I clean the room the bathroom the kicthen and the living room and she yells to get a job -.-'

anyways I've also come across some exciting news...but I'm not going to post to ~SHE will see it~ and we can't have that now can we ^.^

Anyways today was boring the only thing here to report is I wacthed avatar the last episode.... Kinda cool
well while everyone is out having fun I sit here on the computer DOING ABOUSOLUTELY NOTHING.... well that's about all I can say for now I think I'll try my luck/hand at another poem

I'll be in touch

A masked [person]

The lies beneath the truth in us all
The illusions of grande,
that send us afloat
to write the passage of time
history was built on the lies
protecting the truth

was it love?
or just lust?

The person you knew
has forgotten about you
now what is there left to do
There is no sorry
no forgiveness
no one to blame
backed into a corner
with no way out
kicking and screaming
flailing about
why don't you just give up
the pressure's intense
it's too hard to breath
just die now
you're not going to win
There's nothing left to the lose
the one you loved has forgotten you
move on with your life
you'll make it though


looks like I've gone back to writing poetry...I've really gotten rusty I'll post it anyways just cause i can anyways...

There's a message to it
I'll leave you to understand
exactly the meaning at hand

future of the day

I've been thinking about alot lately... I've been thinking about relationships, friends and eneimes and I really don't understand any of it... I guess when it comes down to it I'm the weak little immature novice...

It's funny thou I always thought that I was the one that had it all together, I find out that the people around me the ones that i thought needed my support are more in tune with reality then me... even sitting here now on my computer I feel FAKE! Like I'm living in my own imaginary world and that well it's kinda hard to explain... Even with all the vocabulary in the world It's still shifty and I can't STAND IT! I hate everyone for what they've done, absoulutly NOTHING... fix me DON'T break me BUILD ME UP don't KNOCK ME DOWN

Well now I'm done I've gotten roughly a portion of what I'm feeling at the moment off my chest...but why does it still feel too heavy to bear, but it's not enough to care.

EXCUSES

I have a perfect reason why I haven't post anything lately....(no i don't) >.> well of course I do! I have nothing to say. (yeah right!) NO i'M NOT CRAZY I'm just hearing voices in my head! THAT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL! (no it isn't and you know it) STOP CONTRADICTING ME!

Anyways yesterday was kendo class and I had fun (no you didn't you got owned) SHUT IT! Sensei says a I have real potential...(YOU LIE! he said you're acting strange!) WILL YOU BE QUEIT!!! (.....no XP) In other news I learned some new stuff about...well people (oh you mean R___) SHUT IT! anyways Let's get off that topic I've been really getting to know Francesco and well... (He's just like you!) you're driving me insane! (hehehe) anyways....I'm going to end it here for today .....thanks for reading (yeah right, SHE'S the only one that read this trash) yeah....whatever (bye ya'll)

Spoilers

Day was a "yay bad Day" for a couple of reason I spent all day watching anime My best friend finally came back after pulling a disappearing act for 3 days, My girlfriend is going to New York tomorrow and yeah I've got a massive headache!

Anyways I had to make alot of phone calls some even around the country but That's a different subject!

The anime I was wacthing is called GunGrave and it deals ALOT about Betrayal... The main Character Brandon Heat and Harry McDowel (who is my mind is a 'effing bastard) try to move to the top of a mafia gang. Now Brandon Heat is good REAL GOOD he's the power of the whole gang but Harry well He can talk but give em a gun and He's somewhat decent.
Only thing that bugs me WHY THE HELL DID HARRY KILL BRANDON?! after brandon spared he's sorry pathetic ass...

and The faggot does ANOTHER thing stupid... He's driving and see this kid get kicked out a restaraunt Harry stops the car and ask the kid "Do you hate this guy" Kid nods and I guess I can hate em and Harry goes and SHOOTS THE MAN!!!

and then comes out with a sorry excuse for killing Brandon ~HE POINTED HIS GUN AT ME~ well asshole you shoot em to death!!!

Thank you for Reading...

today

okay I'm bored nothing new to report

I went to kendo today and own some more people.... gawd you're think in battle people would have more sense than to RUN INTO THE BLADE!