Me me Me THAT'S ALL YOU EVER THINK ABOUT

Well now, it's been a while since I posted has not it... anywho On the week's summary I'm seriously frustrated with finding a job.... >.< It's like everywhere I go they're either not hiring or need "more experienced" and whats worse if i don't find a job by next month Mom's going to kick me out! -.-' yeah seriously

Next topic, school...school has being going fine I'm maintaining a B average but it's not enough! it's never ENOUGH! I've got a book report project type thing to do... and those have never been my strong points for one I need my parents invovled (materials, support,..etc) and yeah, Mom is pissed right now and dad is dead! ~_~ so much for my B average...

ISFP

The letters actaully means something! (look it up) Anyways without futher ado, I present to you my blog for the week...-.-' yeah....whateva~ Okay so first things first Why is it so hard to believe that I have a GF? appearently I was talking to a couple of my friends and when i mention my GF they freak out... other than that schools going great... i think i got straight b's but i'm hoping to turn that to an A. anyways still no luck finding a job >.<

I thought i had more to say then that "oh well, I'll add on later"

NRFB

>.> for the record the tittle "Never Remove From Box!" it the first thing that came to mind...anyways whateva, so it's the end of the week and I feel I should comment about it...WELL to begin with I really have nothing important to say the week of school was cut short "courtsey of TS: Fay" so the week was actually only three days >.> my programing class teacher has been out all week and the sub is a fucking psycho! She goes on about how the society is going to fall, and that kids are rushing to grow up to become jail bait... she also painted a very CRUDE visual image in our mind that personally I replaced with My girlfriend [I REJECT YOUR REALITY AND SUBTISUTE MY OWN]. Well enough of that I met this really cute Gothic freshie that has been recruited into our little group, I think one of my junior friends might have a crush on her, me on the other hand I'm questioning if her hair is real or not... It seems to be able to change color everyday! Well I'm STILL in the 2nd rate geometry class; yes it is boring as fuck and yes I feel I'm losing brain cells sitting in a room with SO MANY stupid people...okay I can't say they're stupid but its just they don't like to use their brains... Ok next topic is RYAH *dramtic music plays* .....I've been talking with her like every night this week, it's awesome. Sadly she has obtained her driver's permit before me (because My mom won't pay to let me take the test >.<) So I"ve been looking for a job in my spare time...yet all efforts have proven fruitless

-.-' guess I did have something to write about
PS.I CHANGED MY BLOG yeah me

elpoep yeh

First day of school was good and bad.... I got a taste of "who who's" this year, found out all my friends left except laedla... and Mr.Meyers, My fav teacher changed his room... Also thanks to a new bus driver I missed the bus today. Other than that there is only one class i need to change GEOMETRY to GEOMETRY HONORS >.< cause boy are the kids in my class fucking stupid.... I mean i literally banged my head on the desk to stop from yelling YOU FUCKING IDIOTS THE ANWSER IS 2.71.... so yea I need to change before I either get a concussion or suspended for cursing in class. In other news I've been thinking bout a new story but I'm not sure if I have the capability to write it... that's the probelm! anyways about assignments what ever happen to the classic "Write a report bout what you did this summer..." now it's all bout What are your goals in life... I mean I haven't given it much thought but My long term goals are pretty straight forward; college (preferably a Tech university) apply for internship at Motorola, probably find a job as a Visual graphic designer, alternative are Computer Engineer, or Digital Programmer and later on settle down with the girl of my dreams ^.^

hobo guy man person

okay this weeks title has nothing to do thing the topic although many hobo's where harmed in the making.... lol j/k
anyways I'm here today on behalf of of Kyrie Eleison to say MY INTERNET IS BACK, yeah almost all week I've had now phone no internet and no upstairs cable....strangely enough the cable downstairs is separate and was still working so that's how I survived I also had a kendo competition this week which was very exciting I rank 16/82 decent to say the least... I really wanted to rank in the single digits but whatever Sensei said that if I practice hard enough He might allow me to go to the exhibition WITH REAL SWORDS!

Anyways about the conflict um....at "Burger King" I've decided that ignorance is bliss and have denied the situation from ever happening.... AND yes I can do that XP

And now

Ya know I had a specially made topic already planned to talk about, but I forget it... I also had so really minor events along with some completely unrelated details about me life this week but I'm not going to write about it

What i WILL write about is The Breaking Dawn book release and how I got to spend 3 hours with my GF which in this case is awesome cause I rarely get to see her. ANYWAYS my mother is now officially a US citizen to celebrate we went to an all you can eat buffet! Also the start of school coming up I've been really dreading (is this going to be another drama year like last year) I mean the best year of my school life 8th grade was followed by the worse year of my life 9th grade... Speaking of which I think I've finally realized something...Something really important I'm not going to say not yet atleast

well today my mom got up and made breakfast so I'm like really stuffed I mean my mom NEVER makes breaksfast even thou her cooking SO GOOD!

other than that I've finally achived my goal to become lvl 60 Billposter on Flyff and It only toke 14 hours on a x2 exp raid

anyways my room almost exploded yesterday cause my rechargable batteries decided, they want to kill me in my sleep... I wake up and I'm smelling something like candles so I look around and see my batteries pack steaming ready to go BOOM right next to my bed

other than that MY sister has learned the meaning of CAVIAR AND ES CARGO the hard way lol

YOyo

Hey everyone, time for another install for THIS IS THE NEW $#@!

well today was another Anime Day also I have come to the already known conclusion that my mother is impossible to please -.-'

I clean the kitchen she yells at me to clean the bathroom
I clean the bathroom and the kitchen she yells to clean my room
I clean my room the bathroom and the kicthen she yells to fix the living
FINALLY I clean the room the bathroom the kicthen and the living room and she yells to get a job -.-'

anyways I've also come across some exciting news...but I'm not going to post to ~SHE will see it~ and we can't have that now can we ^.^

Anyways today was boring the only thing here to report is I wacthed avatar the last episode.... Kinda cool
well while everyone is out having fun I sit here on the computer DOING ABOUSOLUTELY NOTHING.... well that's about all I can say for now I think I'll try my luck/hand at another poem

I'll be in touch

A masked [person]

The lies beneath the truth in us all
The illusions of grande,
that send us afloat
to write the passage of time
history was built on the lies
protecting the truth

was it love?
or just lust?

The person you knew
has forgotten about you
now what is there left to do
There is no sorry
no forgiveness
no one to blame
backed into a corner
with no way out
kicking and screaming
flailing about
why don't you just give up
the pressure's intense
it's too hard to breath
just die now
you're not going to win
There's nothing left to the lose
the one you loved has forgotten you
move on with your life
you'll make it though


looks like I've gone back to writing poetry...I've really gotten rusty I'll post it anyways just cause i can anyways...

There's a message to it
I'll leave you to understand
exactly the meaning at hand

future of the day

I've been thinking about alot lately... I've been thinking about relationships, friends and eneimes and I really don't understand any of it... I guess when it comes down to it I'm the weak little immature novice...

It's funny thou I always thought that I was the one that had it all together, I find out that the people around me the ones that i thought needed my support are more in tune with reality then me... even sitting here now on my computer I feel FAKE! Like I'm living in my own imaginary world and that well it's kinda hard to explain... Even with all the vocabulary in the world It's still shifty and I can't STAND IT! I hate everyone for what they've done, absoulutly NOTHING... fix me DON'T break me BUILD ME UP don't KNOCK ME DOWN

Well now I'm done I've gotten roughly a portion of what I'm feeling at the moment off my chest...but why does it still feel too heavy to bear, but it's not enough to care.

EXCUSES

I have a perfect reason why I haven't post anything lately....(no i don't) >.> well of course I do! I have nothing to say. (yeah right!) NO i'M NOT CRAZY I'm just hearing voices in my head! THAT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL! (no it isn't and you know it) STOP CONTRADICTING ME!

Anyways yesterday was kendo class and I had fun (no you didn't you got owned) SHUT IT! Sensei says a I have real potential...(YOU LIE! he said you're acting strange!) WILL YOU BE QUEIT!!! (.....no XP) In other news I learned some new stuff about...well people (oh you mean R___) SHUT IT! anyways Let's get off that topic I've been really getting to know Francesco and well... (He's just like you!) you're driving me insane! (hehehe) anyways....I'm going to end it here for today .....thanks for reading (yeah right, SHE'S the only one that read this trash) yeah....whatever (bye ya'll)

Spoilers

Day was a "yay bad Day" for a couple of reason I spent all day watching anime My best friend finally came back after pulling a disappearing act for 3 days, My girlfriend is going to New York tomorrow and yeah I've got a massive headache!

Anyways I had to make alot of phone calls some even around the country but That's a different subject!

The anime I was wacthing is called GunGrave and it deals ALOT about Betrayal... The main Character Brandon Heat and Harry McDowel (who is my mind is a 'effing bastard) try to move to the top of a mafia gang. Now Brandon Heat is good REAL GOOD he's the power of the whole gang but Harry well He can talk but give em a gun and He's somewhat decent.
Only thing that bugs me WHY THE HELL DID HARRY KILL BRANDON?! after brandon spared he's sorry pathetic ass...

and The faggot does ANOTHER thing stupid... He's driving and see this kid get kicked out a restaraunt Harry stops the car and ask the kid "Do you hate this guy" Kid nods and I guess I can hate em and Harry goes and SHOOTS THE MAN!!!

and then comes out with a sorry excuse for killing Brandon ~HE POINTED HIS GUN AT ME~ well asshole you shoot em to death!!!

Thank you for Reading...

today

okay I'm bored nothing new to report

I went to kendo today and own some more people.... gawd you're think in battle people would have more sense than to RUN INTO THE BLADE!

Another day going strong

Gawd....I remember why i hate summer so much THERE'S NOTHING TO DO! I wanna get a summer job, but well It complicated.... anyways I really don't have much to post here, this is just marking the second day of blogging

Mood: apathetic(as usual)

SO i guess I'm planing to sit here and do nothing FOR THE ENTIRE SUMMER...or what's left of it

The begining of the end

welcome, to MY new blog.... this is the seventh time I've post one (never been good with keeping deadlines) anyways I'll be using this to relay my most private feelings and such things....MY estimated page views should be extremely low because This is a PRIVATE blog; meaning "If you're reading this than you're my friend irl!" If not GO TO FUCKING HELL... ^.^

that's all
~HAVE A NICE DAY~
The one and only , Kyrie Eleison